Sleep Talking

Sample. Butter. Moisturizer.

2012-02-20T00:56:00.000-08:00

From left to right: I got a foundation sample from Sephora today. I wanted to know my shade that's why I asked for a sample and this is what the lady gave me. Lorac Breakthrough Performance in a little container lol. I tried a little bit on my face and it was the perfect shade for me. FINALLY! ohohoh. I want it ;--; but no money haha.

Next is the Revlon Lip Butter in Candy Apple. I love the redness of it! and the feel on your lip haha. I bet Ate Maw knows what I'm talking about ;) You're right Ate. It is good. lol.

Last is Neutrogena Tinted Moisturizer. I don't even know why I got this haha but my cousin said its good. She also bought one.

I will update again tomorrow. I'm getting sleepy~ Just a mini haul xD I'll post tomorrow what I did today hehe. Goodnight :o

Valentine

2012-02-14T23:57:00.000-08:00

My Valentine's Day turned out better than I expected.

Usually I celebrate it alone with a bunch of candies around me or if I'm at school, I watch guys serenade their Valentines and I'm just like in the crowd getting all kilig and a little bit jealous lol.

Never had a proper Valentine's date. Its always with a friend who just wants to be my Valentine 'just for fun.' .__. sad.. I know haha.

I think my first 'legit' Valentine's gift was from my ex-boyfriend 6 or 7 years ago. He timidly gave me three plastic roses. If my classmates didn't push him to me, he wouldn't gave it to me because he was so shy. I didn't expect it since I was just like, "Meh. Valentine's Day.. I want chocolates." lol. So it surprised me when he was waiting outside with our friends and gave me the toy roses. I still have those.. I'm actually looking at it right now. xD At first I was like, Why did he gave me plastic roses? then I realized that I can keep it forever and it won't wither. I don't know why I didn't throw it away and still kept it and put it in my boxes when I moved here in America. I guess 'cause it looks good together with my Beauty and The Beast rose haha! Just kidding. I just want a memento from him..

I don't really expect anything good will happen to me on Valentine's Day but then suddenly 'someone special' called me from the Philippines to ask if I can be his Valentine. I was still sleeping when he called me. It was 7AM here in America at that time. It made my morning good. (see what I did there? lol even though it sounded weird.) I was all happy. It gave me energy to wake up soo early, eat breakfast, and play Final Fantasy XIII-2 lol!

Then he called again when it was night time here around 11PM. That's basically our date, talking on the phone. We talked for an hour I think then we said our goodbyes when there was no more minutes left in his phone card.

Even though I didn't get roses, chocolates, plushies, or go somewhere to eat, I still appreciated what he did for me. It made me really happy, and made me love him more than I already did. For sure, next time I will get a legit Valentine's Day experience hahaha. He also promised that when I get home, everyday will be Valentine's Day for us :) iiiiieeeeee~ Kilig to bones! Hahahaha.

On a side note. I finished Final Fantasy XIII-2 today. Hearing Charice singing in one of my favorite video games is kinda weird. Her voice doesn't really match Final Fantasy compare to the past singers. I hope next time they will find a singer that will really fit the game. The last singer that I really loved was Ayaka who sang Why in FFVII: Crisis Core. I'm glad that North America chose to stick with the Japanese version because it really fit with the ending. The Japanese version of New World was good, but Charice's voice doesn't really fit it. Maybe if she doesn't have that diva-ness in her voice then it might have been good. I should be proud cause she's Filipino and famous game companies such as Square Enix rarely chooses Filipinos to sing for the main theme of a famous video game. I don't really like Charice but I guess I'll make an exemption for just this song. Oh and if you guys don't know, if you play the Sims 3, Charice's song 'Pyramid' can be heard if you turn on a radio in your Sim's house. It was cool at first then I got annoyed. Now her voice is stuck in my head =,=*

As for the ending...

Happy Valentine's Day you guys!

.not mine.

The Wait is Over...

2012-01-31T19:44:00.000-08:00

Uuuwwwweeeeeee~ Got my copy earlier. I'm soooooo excited to play it @__@ Even Boko is excited *points at the baby chocobo in 2nd picture* "Kweh~" and I hope that a FFXIII OST will play on my music player while you're reading this haha.

I pre-ordered my game at Best Buy because I want the novel. The DLCs' are cool too but I want something physical. They might put out the DLC on PSN Store in future, I'll just buy it there. Hopefully they do put it out .__. I really want Serah's Genji Bow.. I tried winning one in Square Enix NA's trivia game on Twitter but so many people are joining and they're so fast. They know FFXIII better than me haha! I wish they gave me one ;--; but of course they had to give it to the fastest person who answered the question. I have no luck when it comes to contests and games. Whenever I join something, I don't win. Like in raffles, we never get picked. We never won prizes. I think its in our family haha! Even my dad never wins whenever his work has a raffle in their parties. I joined these contests on Youtube and FF fansites. I hope I win something. Pray for me guys! lol.

I'll have to wait till tomorrow to play the game. If only my TV works. It just died on me when I came back from the Philippines. If it wasn't broken I would play ALL NIGHT! I'll just wake up really early tomorrow and play Mwahahahahaha! If only my Moogle doll was here... He would celebrate with me and my chocobo hahaha! IF ONLY I HAVE A REAL MOOGLE ;^;

I will end with Lightning's quote in the game because its been stuck in my head ever since I woke up this morning. Excited much? haha.

"That time was lost. Yet time continued onwards. Sleep in peace, divine Etro. I will stand guard over your legacy. This endless realm is awash with sadness. Life and death lose all meaning under the rolling waves of chaos Valhalla. The currents of time do not touch its shores. In this world of lost moments, I begin my life anew."

Sexy Red

2012-01-29T02:55:00.000-08:00

Screw this. Its so hard to think of an introduction haha. I'm sorry guys. I am not a good writer like all of you ._. So I'll just put this awkward rolling monkey as my introduction LOL. Anyway! Sorry again for updating late. I don't even know why I'm apologizing since its my blog xD I guess I just feel bad for not updating frequently.. I feel like my blog feels sad whenever I get lazy and not update haha! I'm sorry blog ;--; I'm here now.

Friday. My friends texted me if we can hang out and watch a movie. At first I said no to them because I'm so broke. I didn't have money to watch a movie or eat somewhere. But they said they'll pay for my ticket. I really want to hang out with them before I leave the country. They're so nice. ;-; lol. We watched Underworld Awakening. It was... epic. xD All I can say is that Seline, the protagonist in the movie is so much cooler than Alice from Resident Evil. Just sayin'. hahaha.

After the movie, we walked around the mall. Talked about our lives. Looked around the stores. Then I was talking Kuya Andr3w about Converse. I told him that I never had Converse, that the only pretty shoes I have is Nike and he was like, "You never had Converse?!" .. ME: ".__. no..." ahaha. Then he asked me which one I like, the high top or not the high top one, forgot what its called lol. I told him I really like the high top one, specially the red one cause they have other bright colors too but I really like the red. :> The blue looked pretty too but I don't know its just... I'm more attracted to the red because ITS MY FAVORITE COLOR. Then Kuya was like, "OMG! I LOOOVE the red one too! Come on, I'll buy you one." I was like O___O 'What the?! Is he serious?' in my head but he was really serious. I kept saying no but he said will REALLY buy me one. And this is what happened next:

It happened all too fast... lol! He loved shopping and I triggered that part of himself. The third picture is me and him. He bought the same color because he loves red too. I was having second thoughts about this color though... because my cousin has the same one and I guess her boyfriend too has the same one. And she might think we're copying them or I'm copying her .__. I hope its not going to be like that.

So Maria if you're reading this, I hope you're not thinking that I'm copying you or I want to have the same shoes like yours because I'm jealous. I mean I told you a long time ago that I never had Converse in my entire life. I just love red so much ;--; You know that too. I hope you're not mad or annoyed about this. At least we can dance together with our identical shoes and I'm going to leave anyway so you're not going to see me wearing this LOL! I love you Maria, Yeobo, Beefsteak, Tomato Marshmallow lol... Saranghae ;--;

I was verrrry thankful to Kuya for buying my very first Converse. This is my first time getting something like this from a friend o__o well... not really but out of nowhere, he buys me a brand new shoes. If I had a job and I earned so much from that job, I would buy my cousins something out of nowhere too while walking in the mall haha but I didn't get a job cause I didn't experience :< kainis. We left the mall after he purchased the shoes. They dropped me off because they were going to the basketball game. I didn't want to go.. I don't really like watching basketball games. The last time I watched, the ball kept going to where I was and it kept hitting me. After that game, I didn't go anymore.

Another one that I want to blog about is the other shoes that my Papa bought for me last year on Christmas. My Dad likes to buy new shoes or clothes during Christmas. Filipinos call it 'Pamasko' When you buy your new outfit for Christmas Eve (parties) or maybe just buy new shoes or dress, etc. So yeah, my Dad likes to buy us pamasko every year. I told him, I just want new shoes because I can just wear the dress that I wore last Christmas. I don't really care cause it'll just be my cousins who will be at my grandparents' house. I wanted boots so I can wear it when we go to the airport when we go back to the Philippines xD

Yes. Another red shoes haha. I told you I love red. because Red is Sexy :"> Hahaha! This shoes is heavy but the material is really good. My first time again having this kind of shoes. I want to have different styles this year. So I can improve my self esteem. I get worried sometimes that people might look at me weird if I wear something that is new to their eyes or that is too distracting to them. A lot of people are like that in my country lol.
The top part hurts my skin when I walk. I liked the other version of this shoes in the first store we walked in. It had a black thing on top, I don't know what its called... but this one doesn't have it. I need to find good socks for this so it won't hurt me @__@;

Its really pretty 'cause its red :> teehee~ Hopefully I don't scratch this when I wear it xD I always do that with my shoes. I'm going to be careful this time D:

Aigoo~ I made a long post again. I bet you guys get bored reading my posts hahaha. I was thinking of making this a short one cause I was.. getting.. lazy.. >,> Hah! Its almost 3AM dang.. My dad will wake up soon @_@.

Since this post is about my favorite color! I want to know what's you guys' favorite color too! Like whenever you buy something, you want it to be this color cause its your favorite. Add it on your comments in my comment box! x]

I have to sleep now haha. @__@ Getting sleepy~ Jah ne! ♥

Ice Skating and Mexican Border.

2012-01-18T00:14:00.000-08:00

So I decided that I'll just keep updating whenever I want haha. I tend to just let people comment on my posts first then when there's a lot of comment then I'll just update again. I wouldn't do that anymore, I get lazy when I wait for people haha. I hope that you guys still comment on my old posts too, not just the newest ones ^--^ By the way, I also reply to your comments in my comment box. I wish I have a reply link but blogger's comment thingy sucks =____=.

Today, I got to hang out with my batch (2011). We had planned that we were going to say goodbye to our other classmate at the airport cause she was leaving for college but when we were on our way, she said that she was already going inside the gate. So we just said our goodbyes through the phone. Instead, we just went to UTC Mall here in San Diego. The guys decided that we should ice skate cause there's a big ice skating ring in the mall. We first ate lunch then went ice skating.

It was my second time going there and I'm not really a good ice skater @~@; I had to hold my friend's hand the whole time just to balance myself and so I won't get scared haha

Here's a video haha! Sorry it was REAALLY shaky and lower your volume xD I didn't thought it was going to be this shaky haha. I wish I recorded Faith slipping haha. She screamed so loud, it was funny. At the end of the video, we were going to hold each others hands and the first person will pull us like a train. It was fun, but we only did it once cause Sarai had to leave :(

left to right: Faith, Me, Ashley, Joyce, and Sarai

We took this picture before we left hehe. We didn't really took pictures with the guys. They don't really like taking pictures xP Oh and my friend Sarai didn't want to go ice skating with us because she was scared and she didn't know how to.

So we left the mall. Sarai told us that her dad left already and the only she can go home is if we can drop her off at the Mexican border. The border isn't far from National City so we told her that we'll drop her off there. It my first time actually going there. During our Senior year, we would always kid around that if Sarai gets left behind by her parents, we would tell her we'll drop her off at her house at Tijuana or maybe just at the border haha and now we actually dropped her off there this time xD

This is another video I took while we were walking her to the entrance of the Mexican Border. Another shaky video haha. Man.. what's wrong with me. I took horrible videos xD

My last video for this post. Still kinda shaky lol. We said our goodbyes to Sarai. My phone cut off the part where I was telling her to take care and don't talk to strangers haha xD because she told us that she will ride a bus to get home or maybe get a taxi. It was her first time so we were kinda worried if she'll be okey by herself since its kinda dangerous in Tijuana but I told her that it'll be fine. She needs to learn how to be independent. She needs to grow haha! Even her brother said that to her when she was texting her.

It was fun today. I get to hang out with them even though Joey wasn't there and Maria :( I wish I can hangout with me "lunch group" people before I leave. I really miss talking to them, laughing with them, and just being a fatty with them haha. High School was so much fun because of them :) Joyce dropped me off and she told me that we might go eat again at a Korean Restaurant next Saturday with Kuya Andrew and Maria. I told her I'm really broke .__. and she said she got me haha. Okay! Then lets go eat korean beef! HAHAHA! No seriously. I'm really broke because I helped pay for the shipping of my stuff. I have so much stuff D: haha.

Anyway, this was a fun adventure for me with my friends. I will seriously miss my batch. ♥

Swap Meet

2012-01-16T18:39:00.000-08:00

Yey~ Second post of the year hahaha. Finally I update. I got so lazy even though I have so much free time at home. I will make a separate post for my Christmas, New Year, and product review posts. Its like super late haha! *ehem*

Yesterday, I woke up at around 9 or 10 in the morning because I heard noises outside. When I checked it was my dad who just got home early from work. He said there was no work so their boss just told them to go home. He told me to dress up so we can go to Swap Meet while it still early. I got dressed, ate breakfast then we left.

When we arrived at the place, there was so many people, so many people selling their second hand items or even new ones. Like in the Philippines, para syang Divisoria/Tyangge/Ukay-Ukay. It was so cool. You can haggle the items that they're selling, almost everything was cheap but of course you have to look around first before you buy because you might see something better than the first one you saw. It was my first time going there so I was amazed at how cheap they were selling their stuff. The reason why we went there because I told Papa that my Ate (sister-in-law) was telling me that they bought Mahrya (my niece) Barbie last Christmas when he sent them money. She was telling me that she saw Mahrya cutting the Barbie's hair and she was like, "Why are you cutting her hair? Don't cut it!" then my niece said, "Because her hair is ugly D:" I laughed so much when she told me that story. So when I told that to my Papa, he said that there was a lot in Swap Meet. We can buy lots of Barbie for a cheap price just for my niece. That is why we went there and so Papa can show me around since I never been to that place.

We looked at all the stores in the place. We there for like 3-4 hours. I was so tired haha but it was fun. We found the Barbies that we were looking for. Not only we bought my nieces Barbies, we also bought car toys for my nephews. Ay nako~ being tita nga naman. Just to make your nieces and nephews happy hehe :)

As you can see in the picture, we bought five Barbies for just $20! Yey~ Yes, they are all original. Sadly, Mulan is missing a shoe lol and the barbie next to her was missing her shoes... I think she's Sleeping Beauty cause it was written on her plastic bag. They all look so pretty ;--; their hair is soooo soft. It felt like a real hair but softer @_@. I was thinking of fixing their clothes and hair to make them look pretty when I show it to my nieces. Playing with those dolls brought back good memories TT__TT I love Barbies haha. I don't know why other people don't like them. They're just dolls .__.

Then the toy cars are for my nephews. I have two nieces and two nephews if you're curious lol. I was playing with the remote control car (the one in the box) It was so fun @_@~♥ hahaha! during my time, those toys are so expensive and my relatives or my parents only buys me girly toys so when I played with this thing, I was having so much fun controlling the car with this small remote controller haha! It was so cool! xD I can't wait to see their faces when I give these toys to them. I'm sure they'll love.

But of course, I also bought my own toy.

Kekeke~ Oh yeaaa. Heavy Rain for PS3! Man.. If I knew that Swap Meet sells super cheap games then I would've just went there to buy my games. I've been wanting to buy this game ever since I played the demo version. When I looked at Gamestop, Bestbuy or even Walmart, they sell this game for $50-60. So I decided to wait for it to get cheaper. When it was almost thanksgiving, I saw on the newspaper ads that Walmart was having a big sale on Black Friday and I saw Heavy Rain on their video game ad for just $15. I was so disappointed when I didn't get to buy it cause those crazy shoppers already swept the whole rack in the video games aisle. I was so happy when I saw this in one of the stores who sells video games ;--; it was so cheap too. If ever I don't get to buy Final Fantasy XIII-2 in stores, I'll just go to Swap Meet again and buy it there. Huhuhu but I want to pre-order FFXIII-2 because of the novel that will come along with it T--T I have to think of a plan to get it.. lol.

Then I also bought a cute top and two sunnies.

My summer outfit is complete! Yey~ my bestfriend told me she'll buy my two-piece swimwear hehehe. Hopefully she gets me a cute one. The material of the top feels really soft and silky on your skin. It feels good on your skin haha perfect for summer weather ;D Can't wait for Boracay!! kekeke~

Hmm.. I guess that's all for this post. I'll update again with my Christmas, New Years, and product review posts. Ooh my.. I almost forgot that I need to change my theme now haha! I still kinda Christmas-y in here. I'll change it now kay bye!!

New Dance Cover

2012-01-04T15:38:00.000-08:00

Brown Eyed Girls (브라운아이드걸스) - Sixth Sense FULL DANCE COVER

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I enjoyed this so much. Watch till the end to see our nonsense dancing of kpop songs lol! Enjoy!
By the way, I'm the shortest girl on the left. I'm the one who does the first solo in the video haha.

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December 31, 2011 Haul

2011-12-31T14:31:00.000-08:00

Kind of blurry cause I used my cellphone camera.

Left to Right:

Maybelline New York's Dream Bouncy blush.

I think its their new product. I've been looking for the perfect cream blush for me. I don't like it when my powder blush just fades by the end of the day. Hopefully this one works for me. Its really soft, I'm scared to touch it xD I like the round form of it. hehehe

Loreal Paris' Studio Secrets Professional Anti-Redness Primer

I read and watched lots of good reviews about this primer. Its mainly just for covering your redness. I really need this specially near my nose and chin.

Maybelline New York's Instant Age Rewind Eraser Dark Circles

I hope this works. I got mine in 150 Neutralizer. Its says on the packet, its a treatment concealer with Goji Berry + Haloxyl. Instantly Erases: Dark Circles, Fine Lines. Visibly Diminishes: Puffiness.

That's all that I bought today hahaha. It was pretty expensive. Hopefully everything turns out great.

I know that New Year in the Philippines is over. I still want to greet you guys a Happy New Year! I wish I was in the Philippines to celebrate it :( Excited for next year's Christmas and New Year! lol already xD Let's make this year, our year guys! Jah ne~

EVERYONE!

2011-12-24T05:34:00.000-08:00

"6 For unto us a Child is born, unto us a Son is given: and the government shall be upon His shoulder: and His Name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The Mighty God, The Everlasting Father, The Prince Of Peace. 7 Of the increase of His government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his Kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with Judgment and with Justice from henceforth even for ever. The zeal of the LORD of hosts will perform this" (Isaiah 9:6-7).

Sephora and E.L.F. Haul

2011-12-23T02:08:00.000-08:00

Wuah~ So bored at home. So cold. I'm hungry （；￣д￣） This is kinda random and off topic but my mom bought me these limited edition chocolate truffles at Marshall's

This chocolate is really good. It's sprinkled with dark chocolate powder. When you bite it, it just melts inside your mouth. Its soooo creamy in the inside. This chocolate its not that sweet its really addicting. I can't even stop eating it. Even my dad keeps asking me for it lol! and there's like a whole bunch of kisses on our table. In my former high school, they always buy this. My teacher told me that they only sell these during Christmas. I was so happy when I found these while me and my mom were browsing in Marshall's haha. I love these chocolates ヽ(´Д｀ヽ I can eat all of it for just one day and it won't even hurt my tonsils haha. So if you see this somewhere, I recommend you guys to try it out ;D

Now. My Sephora and E.L.F. Haul.

Consists of (from left to right) Essential Organizer, 2 Lip Primer & Plumper, Concealer Pencil & Brush, 144 Ultimate Eyeshadow Palette, Contouring Blush and Bronzing Powder, Tone Correcting Powder, Stipple Brush.

Me and my cousin bought these online on Cyber Monday. Her mom is really strict so she all of a sudden asked me if she can sent all of these to my address because she didn't want her mom to know that she used her debit/credit card. I said yes but I told her in return, I asked her if she can get me ELF's lip primer since I've been wanting to buy one. Then I saw the 144 eyeshadow palette (*°∀°) It was so pretty and colorful. It was so tempting so I asked her again if she can get me that and I'll just pay her back. She agreed and got all the other stuff for herself. I cancelled my card already that's why I asked her to buy it for me. If you're new to make up and you don't want to spend for those expensive make up products yet, I recommend E.L.F. cosmetics. They are really cheap, and very affordable. Some of their products are really good. I think I bought my first make up in E.L.F. Usually make ups are expensive but I was surprised when I saw the prices of ELF cosmetics. You can buy like 10 products and it won't even hurt your wallet. (｡･ω･｡)

Here comes the expensive stuff lol! I've been looking at this make up box at the mall inside JCPenney. It was so colorful and so pretty.. I was so happy when Sephora emailed me a $15 gift card/coupon. I had to use it! So I went to the mall with my dad to use it. There was a long line when I got there. When I was in line the sales person approached me and gave me a fragrance sample. I would show you guys the sample but the picture is in my PC =.= I forgot to upload it here on blogger. So anyway when I got to the cashier the lady told me to get another item so I can use the gift card. I was forced to get the famous, super expensive eye primer from Urban Decay （＞д＜） I got the on the go one and its still pricey (for me) but its okay I wanted to get one anyway.


Not ELF or Sephora but whatever haha.

Bought this after I went to Sephora. I tried this when I got home. It made me look more pale. (;¬_¬) It matched my skin color on my neck part though. I might buy one again. Maybe the next shade lower than this will be perfect? When I tried it, it felt really light and soft on your face. Just be sure to get the perfect shade for your skin color cause this foundation is pricey :|

Reviews about the two eyeshadow palettes on my next posts and more hauls! I love December :3 teehee~ (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Oh Ma Boy~♫

2011-12-19T18:31:00.000-08:00

Just wanted to share to you guys me and my cousin's channel. This was a new one, because the old one was stalked by this guy at our church and we didn't want him stealing our ideas and making his own dance channel just because he saw ours. He just kills everything =___= Anyway! So we did this cover lots of times so I kinda look tired lol! and I'm like trying to breathe as much air as possible so I won't throw up while dancing hahaha! My cousin is such a perfectionist but its okay that's why her dance videos are really good. There's bloopers at the end of the dance so make sure you watch the whole thing! Enjoy you guys! :D

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Christmas Break

2011-12-15T22:19:00.000-08:00

Yes! Finally I get to update my blog. I was suppose to update yesterday but I kept watching these Late Night Show videos on Youtube. Then I didn't notice the time it was almost 2am already . Anyway! on to my new post .

Tuesday. December 6, 2011

I had a doctor's appointment. Its been like... 5 years since the last time I did a general check up even though my papa has a medical insurance for me. I don't like going to the doctor because I'm scared of needles, injections, and mainly the pain that they're going to do to you. I did this so I don't have to do this when I go back to the Philippines next year. The college that I'm going to apply for might ask me for medical records. At least when they ask me for it, I would right away give it to them. At first the nurse checked my weight and height. She told me I was 100 lbs. and my height was 5" I know for sure I'm 5"1. The nurse was trollin' with me.. Yes, I'm that short but its okay. I already accepted my fate and short is cute haha! Anyway, the nurse left and told us to wait for the doctor. After an hour of waiting for her. She came and I don't even know what the doctor did to me. She used these stuff on me. She put something in my ear, put this light thingy on my eye, and she massaged my abdominal part then it was done. An hour of waiting for just that.. I thought we were done but she told us I have to get a blood test. !?. That was the part I thought I wouldn't have to do anymore. Sucks for me I have to. So we went to the other side of the hospital to get a blood test. It was my first time getting my blood check. My friends always tell me that it hurts and you can feel the blood getting sucked by those tubes that they inject on your vein. They would tell me that some nurses are so bad at doing it they miss your vein and they inject the needle again on your skin. So that image got stuck in me forever but actually it wasn't that bad. I mean, it did hurt. I felt the needle injected in me but I didn't really feel my blood getting sucked by the tube. Its like a really thin pencil stuck in your arm. I guess it was a good experience? At least the next time I do it again, I wouldn't be freaking out and telling the nurse, "I'm scared. " lol! oh and I didn't really look at it so I don't know what was happening when they were getting my blood. When it was done I saw A LOT of blood on the small tube. Let me show you a disgusting picture of it.. LOL! Just kidding. Just a picture of my arm that night:


The red dot was where they injected the needle.

I had a bruise on that part the next day. It wasn't a big bruise but it just looked dark. Now its okay, I don't feel the pain anymore. I was scared to touch that part cause I didn't know what kind of pain I was going to feel if I do it hahaha! and this is why I don't want to be in the Medical field.

Monday. December 12, 2011.

Finals. I was kinda ready. I studied for my Reading. Not really for my Math but I know I can pass it because I already know how to do the problems. The only thing I was pissed that day was because of my alarm. The last day of school, that's when my alarm decided to be retarded. I woke up to my mom's call. I answered it and she told me that she was already outside waiting for me. I was like, . I had to rush myself to get ready. Stupid phone . I was late to my Reading class, but it was okay. The teacher just gave me the test and explained to me what to do. My teacher was Filipino so she was really nice to us hahaha. I even got to talk to her after class. She told me that she was a professor in University of Pampanga. She even suggested me that De La Salle St. Benilde was a good college for HRM but I'm not really going there. I don't think I can handle going to that school haha. Personal reasons . If you guys wondering where I am going for college next year, I am going to St. Paul University Manila. So anyone wanna hang out you know just tell me haha! I love meeting new people. Anyway so my next one was Math. It was fun doing the test. I only hated the word problems. Good thing it was multiple questions, I just guessed some of the word problems. I'm thankful that I'm done with this semester. I'll just have to wait till next year again. I'm really excited. It will be my official start of my college life. Hopefully it turns out great. .

Thursday. December 15, 2011. today...

I've been feeling like crap lately. I guess I'm still heartbroken? Not really sure. I feel sad. To be honest I'm not okay but I'm trying to distract myself doing all these random things in my room so I won't feel sad or remember all the bad things that happened to me this past couple of weeks. I even did my nails lol! I am so bored in this room seriously, you don't even know. I have nothing to do

lol! Awkward hand.

If we had an extra car I would drive around San Diego or go to the mall so I won't think about "it" too much. Its hard when you're just in your room, nothing to do. Just in front of your computer, staring at your facebook, refreshing the page to see new updates or go to tumblr check random posts. I am so sorry, I'm really an emotional person. Just too sensitive to these kind of things. Its really hard when you don't have someone to let out what you're feeling and that person would just understand everything, not telling you what to do or telling you that what your thinking is not right. You just want that person to understand you but I have no one. My brothers are in the Philippines, my cousins are far away from me. Its jsut me, alone in this stupid room. I only have my notebook, my computer/laptop, and my music to make me feel better. Sometimes I get artistic when I'm feeling depress lol. I know its weird but it makes me feel better. I drew this last night or was it the day before yesterday? but yeah I drew this haha. The eyes looks weird. I hate drawing the eyes. Its so hard D: I think I did a good job with the hair. I wish my hair was like this lol.

Back to my feelings, It was hard to sleep last night. I hate crying at night, but if this is really the end I'll just have to go through this process till this feeling disappears in me. Hopefully move on from that person... but honestly.. I don't want to move on. I still love him. I don't understand why I'm like this. He did something that hurt me but I still love him. But I'm scared that he might have someone else already... I'm so bipolar I hate this. But this should be the right thing to do right?

Mini Update

2011-12-07T20:17:00.000-08:00

I've been so busy with school. Essays, Studying, Pojects, Presentations = No Sleep. This is just a mini update 'cause I feel bad not updating this blog haha when I'm on tumblr reblogging random things lol. When I get sleep, when my headache is gone, and when I'm done with school then I will be updating like crazy here cause I got lots of stuff to show you guys :3 My last day is next week on Monday after that then I'm done. Next year ulit :3 I'm excited! xD

Updates:

Changed my background to a more Christmas-y feel.
Changed my cursor to a snowman and gingerbread boy, put a little sparkly to it hahaha.
Changed my song to Sitti's Ngayong Pasko. I hate the 'toooooot' intro of this video =__=;

Made a Poupee Girl. Added my Poupee window/screenshot in the sidebar. Add me if you have one!

That's all I did with my blog. I wish I can post more interesting stuff. Next time! Promise~

I'll post something that I did when I was bored so you guys can have something to comment about.

Eyes on Me by xbelleh

Enjoy listening! You can pause my YouTube player and don't put your volume on max hahaha. Hope you guys have a happy weekend~♫

Idle Banter

2011-11-30T02:41:00.000-08:00

I was feeling so crappy this morning. (2:11AM) and read this article about how love is not perfect. I will just post the paragraphs that really spoke to me. (WARNING: You're about to read some serious stuff. Please read with caution LOL! Let me remind you this is at 2:39AM.) I might delete this stupid post when I get some sleep. Seriously no sleep yet. Not healthy at all :I

BUT WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF LOVE? To be honest, I always tell people who care to listen to me ramble, that there is no ideal definition for love. The white man has told created the make-belief nonsense-whereby love is perfect and knows no wrong and sees no flaws and would never hurt you. As far as I'm concerned that's a good load of crap and complete rubbish. When did we start to think that the person who loves us will not see our flaws... Do u honestly believe that the guy that loves us so dearly won't notice when you get fat and have a few skin crisis?
Do you honestly believe that he loves you so much that he would never see an attractive woman and admit to himself that yes she is indeed attractive?
Do you have that crazy presumption that he will still love you every single second when you piss him off and pick a fight with him? All these questions go for the guys as well not just my ladies.
Call me old fashioned but Love is not perfect and it will never be perfect, so face it! the sooner the better.
I will never accept the statement that says...”If he loves me, then he will not look at other women. He will see only me and no one else”, If you are one of those women who have this naive ideology on relationship, you need to wake up and smell the bacon cause you are on a trip.
I am not saying that it's OK for a guy to cheat, because believe me it's wrong and painful but I don't believe that when a man cheats means he does not love you. Ok let me even use another example...For goodness sakes we commit sinful acts against God or when we disobey our parents or upset siblings... does it mean you don't love them? Of course not!
...Look at Hollywood and the rate of divorce in that industry alone, not to think of the whole country, it's because they have have acquired a fairytale like definition of that word 'love' and when they are not getting it, they run out of the relationship searching for what they might never find.
So please lets not say love does not exist, because it does. Maybe the definition you have is 'out of this world'. You love God and yet you don't live your life in perfect accordance with the Bible. You love your parents and yet you disobey them so many times and fight them.
So please maybe we should check ourselves and realize that no one is perfect. At the same time, if your partner is not treating you right and yet he still cheats...Abeg! jump out of that kind nonsense relationship. LOL.

This person is right... We always hurt God, we disobey our parents, we don't follow what says in the Bible, we all do these bullshit in front of God but they still take us back. They still accept us. What if God or our parents say to us, No. You hurt me so much. I will just look for another daughter better than you. Go find yourself new parents. Those who wants to be a smartass, let me tell you that this is not different from the boyfriend and girlfriend thing. Okay lemme give you another example. Your bestfriend did something really bad that really hurt you or maybe your friend betrayed you. Would you tell your bestfriend that, Yeah I forgive you but you're not my bestfriend anymore. You'll find a better bestfriend. It doesn't make any sense but Would you say that to her? No! Because in the end, you'll talk to your bestfriend and tell her that you forgave her and reconcile with her and forget about what happened. I guess being a Christian really helped me realize this.. What if God breaks up with us? What if he cuts off all the communication and the relationship between Him. That means He won't listen to your prayers anymore, won't help you anymore, you won't feel His presence anymore. Nothing. He's gone for good. You wouldn't want that to happen. He will still love you whatever crap you do to hurt Him. And He told us to act like him. That's when I put the phrase, "What would Jesus do?" I really agree to this person who wrote the article, that some person implanted a different definition of "love" for us when the real definition of 'love' is suppose to be what Jesus said to us. Am I being stupid? Well if you're not a Christian, you wouldn't know a crap about what I'm talking about here. Do I need a perfect love life? Now that I think about it, us girls watches, reads too much Romance that we want to our love life to be like that. This is reality... We need to stop living in this fantasy.

What would Jesus do?

I guess this will be my final decision.

Please don't get offended by this post if ever you are offended o__o.. This was a stupid post. I didn't have sleep yet and its already 6AM. So I don't know what I'm talking about here. I guess its just a rant about what I'm feeling. Some people doesn't know how I really feel and how the other guy feels. I understand if they don't want me to get hurt. Ginusto ko toh eh. They're not the ones who is getting hurt if ever this thing happens again. I'm tired of explaining myself to other people. All I know is that, this is reality. I'm gonna get hurt eventually if ever I find another guy. But I don't really want to find another guy. I still love him, I'm happy with him, and he's not a bad guy. Okay I'm done, I'll just shut up now :x Please don't hate me. I'm just being honest. At hindi pako na kakatulog hahaha. I fee like a zombie @~@;

Thanksgiving

2011-11-28T00:49:00.000-08:00

Harro! Sorry if I didn't update for a long time. I was not in the mood to blog the crappy things that happened to me for the last couple of days.

So anyway, Thanksgiving was on Thursday. We went to my lolo and lola's house to celebrate it. I got to see my cousins again and its been months since we last saw each other so I was really happy to hang out with them again. I only enjoyed it because of them. I don't really care about the adults since they give a damn about what we want to do on Thanksgiving KJ's for short. While we were waiting for the food, me and my cousins did a mini-photoshoot. I mentioned this on my previous post that I was inspired to do one and use them as a model. We took a lot of pictures before it got dark. It was really fun taking their pictures. We were making weird poses when we couldn't think of what pose to do. I edited two pictures today. I'll post one or two pics whenever I update my blog. I still have to edit a lot of pictures


Maria with the Dandelion. (Click for HQ)

Musni Sisters (Click for HQ)

Is it good? I wish I can show you guys all of the pictures I took. I'll post the pictures when I edit them. Post them here like Photo of the day or something

After that, we went back inside the house to eat Turkey, Ham, Pancit, and Shumai. There was a lot of food. I wish Papa went with us but sadly he didn't want to go cause of our ~~evil~~ relatives. I really wish he did though.. Cause we wanted to go to the stores or maybe the outlet mall at 12am for Black Friday but Maria's mom ~~the witch~~ was being a kill joy. Told us to just go tomorrow. So we just stayed up till 5am. Just talking about life, going downstairs to eat, and do our ghetto karaoke on Rae's laptop hahaha! We didn't care if we were loud. That was the only day we can see each other again. Hopefully in Christmas we see each other again. I really want to hang out with them as much as I want before I go back to the Philippines. I still didn't tell them yet cause I know they're going to be really sad and might think of leaving too and change what they're planning when they graduate. I don't want them to do that just because of me leaving ~~this worldly place~~ America. So I was planning to tell them in Christmas when we see each other again.

The next day, we woke up early even though we were SOO TIRED. So we can go to the stores and get some good deals because of the thanksgiving sales. But MY AUNTIES WERE BEING ALL A BUTT. We didn't even go anywhere. Always doing this to us. If we went that night, I might have got the PS3 game that I really want. Because before I left the house, I was looking at the brochures of the stores that has a good sale on Black Friday and I saw 'Heavy Rain' for just $15.00. FIFTEEN DOLLARS. The game was originally $50 or $60. That witch ruined everything. I wish we just sneaked out of the house. I regret not doing that =____=;

Even though we didn't get to go anywhere that day, I was happy that I had a good talk with my cousins. I had a really good laugh that night. We even shed some tears because I started talking about how my Lolo said to my uncle to take care of my Lola cause he thought he wasn't gonna make it when they had to rush him to the hospital. I stopped my story cause they were getting teary. I was getting teary too. Then Rio started telling us how she saw my Lolo brushing my Lola's hair then they started crying The only reason why I went to my lolo and lola's house to see my grandparents and to hang out with my cousins. I don't care about my aunties. I know its mean but if you meet them, you would want to get a knife and just stab them till they're dead.

When I got home, it was already 7pm. I still asked my dad if we can go to the stores. Maybe I can still find the game that I was suppose to buy at my grandparent's place. Sadly, it was already sold out. Crazy shoppers at Black Friday I tell you lol. They are no joke. The stores are so messy. Products all over the place. I feel bad for the sales people cause they have to clean and rearrange everything all night.

My Thanksgiving wouldn't be fun if it weren't for my cousins. We really need a month to do the things we REALLY want to do. A week is not enough for me lol. ~~We still need to do a dance cover...~~ I am thankful for them. They made me forget my problems. When I was with them, it felt like nothing sad happened to me. They helped me recover fast. I even told them that when we get back home, we're going back to reality again hahaha. Rae will be hopeless again, Maria will be stressed, I will be depressed and heartbroken, and Rio will be back enjoying her youth. LOL! she's the youngest, that's why she's the only positive one. I love them so much

I am thankful for my parents too for being supportive about my plan on going back to the Philippines to continue my college there. I feel bad because they're spending so much money just to fix my papers so I can stay there for years. I wish I had a job so I can help them but stupid mall stores didn't hire me.

Thank you God for always being there for me and for the people I love. Please keep protecting them. Thank you for all the blessings and I hope we will have a good Christmas this year even though it will not be the same anymore.

Thank you to the people who commented on my last post. I just saw that on tumblr. I didn't want to blog about what I was feeling at that time so that picture just sums up what I was feeling. Thank you guys, your comments made me feel a little bit better. It would made me feel better if I have more followers .__. ! just kidding .

Oh! and Welcome back Xian!! Hindi ka rin nakatiis LOL! I'm happy that everyone is back to blogging . Guess who started it? teeheee~

LET'S HAVE FUN BLOGGING GUYS!! LOLOLOL!

I hope you guys had a good Thanksgiving too :) Don't forget about thanking God also

My Feelings.

2011-11-23T01:12:00.000-08:00

Fun Weekend

2011-11-20T20:03:00.000-08:00

So yesterday I was suppose to update but I was sooo tired ~~and lazy~~ so I thought I would just update today.

First, I told my cousin that I want to visit her house and do a mini-photoshoot. I was so inspired last week that I wanted to do one, the only person I thought of using as my model is my cousin. Since Papa didn't have work yesterday, I borrowed the car and drove to my cousin's house. Actually, our original plan was to watch Breaking Dawn but I told her if her mom says no then I'll just go to her house and we can just do a photoshoot. I went there but didn't do a photoshoot cause we were scared that her mom would get mad at us. And my cousin really wanted to go to the mall and watch a movie... So she asked her mom if we can go to the mall and she drove us there. I guess it was fine for me not doing the photoshoot. All I wanted to do was hang out with my cousin as much as I can before I leave ~~this evil place~~ California. We went to Forever 21 and saw these ribbon headbands for just a dollar. It was so cute, at first we were trying it on and I told Maria that the blue headband matches her blue dress that she always wear. Then she said that since its just a dollar, lets buy one! Me and Maria have this thing when we have money, we buy couple/matching things. We're like a couple when we're together. No homo! LOL. Me and my cousins are weird like that, its too gay sometimes but we're just like that (◎｀・ω・´)人(´・ω・｀*)

Le Black Ribbon

I apologize. My room is so messy. I put all my stuff on my bed and just clean it when I'm getting to go to sleep. Anyway! Yes this the black ribbon. I wasn't really going to buy the black cause I know it won't be noticeable. It will just camouflage with my hair since its black but hey it looked good in the picture (ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ Hooray~

Le Pink Ribbon

Next is the Pink Ribbon. Lol! More mess shown in the picture. I am sooo sorry （；￣д￣） Just don't look at it. Look at my distracting super pink ribbon on my head :D I bought the pink and Maria bought the blue green ribbon. It looks really girly... I like it :3 I just need an outfit that will match this ribbon.

You might have noticed that I am wearing make up in the pictures. Not only we bought the ribbons, we also bought make up before we left the mall. I've been wanting to buy pink lipstick for a very long time now. Yesterday was the day I found the perfect pink lipstick I wanted. That lipstick in the picture was not the one haha, that's my other pink lipstick. The pink lipstick that I bought yesterday was a lighter shade of pink.

I don't own this image.

This is what the color I bought. Its so cute! :D I wanted to take a picture wearing it but I can't see it on my ~~low quality~~ webcam. So I just used the other lipstick since its more pink and it matches the pink ribbon :3
Then I also bought blush, loose powder, and eyelash curler. Wala na ubos na pera ko hahaha! No actually, they are all cheap. They are less than 3 dollars except for the loose powder and lipstick >,>

When I got home, I asked Papa if we can watch a movie. We watched Letters from Iwo Jima. I'm not really into war movies but this movie is legit. Its really good but sad. And Ninomiya from ARASHI was one of the main characters so I was curious how his acting was going to be like since this a serious movie. He was really good o__o.. better than Matsujun? hmm I'll have to say yes. Ninomiya's acting was good and it made me sad. When I think about Matsujun I think about Hana Yori Dango hahaha! I got used to his arrogant and self-centeredness in that drama. I really liked the movie but it was kinda awkward cause it was in Japanese and I feel like Papa wasn't really reading the subs. So I had to tell him what's going on lol.

Sunday, I asked Papa to wake me up in the morning cause I wanted to go jogging. We went to the park near our place. It was really cold @__@; but it all went away when we started jogging. HOLY KIMCHI I AM SO OUT OF SHAPE (ﾉ￣д￣)ﾉ at first it was all smooth but then when we got to the steep-ish part of the park that's when I start dying hahaha! We jogged around the park 3 times. It felt good but after the jog I felt like throwing up xD ~~I'm such a fatty~~ I guess cause I didn't have food in my stomach and I slept late again last night. I want to keep jogging with Papa whenever he doesn't have work. I'm getting chubby TT__TT that's why I'm doing this haha. Then when we got back home we watched another movie. This time we watched Sherlock Holmes. I love the twist at the end. That's all I'm going to say. :DI took a nap after that then ate lunch.

My weekend was funner that last week. Hopefully this week will be fun again since Thanksgiving will be this Thursday. YEY TURKEY! and lots of food! :D then the next day is Black Friday.. SHOPPING! XD

By the way, thank you guys who commented about my outfit on my last post. I'm glad you guys liked it. I was going to post a picture of my outfit but my canon was being retarded, actually the USB was being retarded so I didn't post it anymore. Oh! and Umi, the person who also commented on my last post, if you want to link exchange let me know, I would love to add you to my blog :)

Its raining today so I am oing to chill now, drink my hot coffee, and listen to some Final Fantasy instrumentals lol! Jah~

'Come Home' Musical

2011-11-18T02:08:00.000-08:00

Come Home: A Thanksgiving Musical

I went to my former high school to watch their Thanksgiving Musical today :)

My cousin Maria was one of the main characters in the play. I wanted to see watch and support her so I bought my ticket yesterday. I wish Rae and Rio went to watch too, but sadly the witch (their mother) has work today so they didn't get to go.

So the musical was great! (as always) Dav!d and Kr!sten did a good job being the directors of the play. All the actors were awesome, specially Maria's group haha. "The Kontrabidas" lol. The play was based of the story, The Prodigal Son. You know, the one in the Bible? Yeah that one. Nathan was the Prodigal Son haha. He was good. He's always good in acting. He made me laugh at the part when he was eating something in the garbage and someone said "Ew!" then he said to the person, "You're Ew!" LOL! Thank you Dav!d for making Final Fantasy IX's ost the background music. I was enjoying the musical so much because of it xD He's my FF9 buddy. I can't believe that someone from that school loves FF9. Usually people will tell me they like Cloud, Yuna, and Squall. The famous characters in the FF world but I was so happy when Dav!d said he liked Zidane. Its cool cause their setting was a city in the night. Then he used "The Sleepless City Treno" theme song during the first act. SO HAPPY! HAHAHA. He used lots of FF9 songs that made me happy :3 obvious naman.

I was suppose to drive there but Janelle called me and said that I can just ride with her. So I was with her and Joan!e the whole time and Janelle dropped me off after the musical. Oh! and of course before I left, I had to take a picture with my beloved cousin.

Janelle took this that's why Maria is blurry -.-

Then I told Janelle to take another one cause as you can see my cousin was blurry. Nathan was there so I asked him to be in the picture too since he was the main character in the play.

Ugh, I look so short.. and its a little bit blurry again.

Janelle took a first picture of this but It was blurry so I told her AGAIN to take another one so this one was a little bit okay haha.

The whole cast (click for full-view)

I stole that from Facebook hahaha. I was lazy to bring my canon. I didn't want to bring something heavy. Overall, it was a good day. Got a chance to see my cousin since its been so long since I saw her. I hope I can hang out with her on Saturday. I told her that I have two free tickets, we can watch Breaking Dawn hahaha! I hope they win tomorrow for their volleyball game.

Oh! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY OTHER BELOVED COUSIN! I LOVE YOU CHINGU!
Before I forget..

BLOG UPDATES!!!
★ Comment box fixed. Now you guys can comment on my posts now! Nyeeey~
★ Cbox posted on "TAG" section. I know I usually put my cbox on my sidebar but I didn't want to waste the 'Tag' section of this layout so if you wanna leave a message just go there :)
★ Accepting blog followers! :D

I guess that's it for today. Its already 2AM '죽어도못보내내가어떻게널보내~♪' lol. I'm gonna get ugly even more I need to sleep. Jah~

So complicated!

2011-11-16T21:52:00.000-08:00

UGH! Disqus is so complicated.
I'm getting sleepy D:
I need to take a break from trying to figure this thing out.
=____=.. I'll update later or tomorrow morning.

Too Lazy

2011-11-16T07:32:00.000-08:00

Didn't go to school today （；￣ェ￣）

Too lazy... and I didn't get to sleep a lot today.

Hahaha. My picture looks weird.

I hope I get followers >,>

My blog feels lonely.. .__.

I'm happy that Ate Maw is going to blog again haha!

Okay well I'm gonna go back to sleep. Jah~

New blog, more ranting.

2011-11-16T02:36:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Yes! I am back on blogging. I am happy to be back. I wish I made my own layout but I'm new on using blogspot or blogger. Too lazy to learn how to make one for this site hahaha (〃￣ω￣〃ゞ I was thinking of just making a new tumblr account and make that my main blog but its just too much since I already have a tumblr account. I don't want to log in and out just to go to the other one. Why don't I just use my tumblr account? Err.. I have so much reblogs there and I will keep reblogging stuff on my dashboard haha. Then my main posts will be buried because of all the reblogs. And I can't rant on tumblr, I want to rant about this one follower I have on tumblr but I can't since that person is following me. So I decided to make a blogspot and make this, hopefully my main blog. (｀・ω・´)” I want to keep updating this blog even when I come back to the Philippines next year. So excited! （＞ｙ＜）On this blog there will be more ranting, more stuff about what I have been doing everyday more pictures of course and maybe videos. Like I said, I will keep updating this blog so it can stay alive hahaha!

Earlier before I took a shower, I wanted to test out the thickening spray that I bought at Walgreens. It's called Samy Fat Hair Spray. What does it do? Simple, it makes your hair fat haha! So I curled my hair then sprayed it. I'm not sure if it worked but it made my hair softer (´･ω･｀) since I already did my hair, might as well put on make up.

I tried doing the make up tutorial from Tsubasa Masuwaka on Popteen Magazine. Her eye make up in the magazine had black and blue eye liner. I didn't have blue eye liner to I only used black. As you can see in the picture, I used white also on my waterline. Seriously... eye make up is so hard to put on. (*￣m￣) I just started buying and using make up so my eyes are not use to me putting on eye liner so I always blink then it ruins the straight line I made on my eyelid lol.

This is the hairstyle I did. Nothing special about it, just curled it （；¬＿¬) still learning how to do other hairstyles .__. ~~I'm such at noob at being girly...~~ I tied my bangs 'cause it was deformed. It didn't look pretty. My bangs are too long, I don't like it anymore. I need a haircut so bad but I have to wait 'till next year. Oh and yes I took my pictures in the bathroom haha. My bathroom has good lighting okay D:

Another picture without the ponytail. I didn't show the bangs part cause it was ugly (┳ _ ┳;) in some angles it looked pretty but of course I wasn't gonna post that here hahaha. Oh! and I also put on blush and lip gloss but you can't really see in the pictures cause of the lighting. Yes it was good lighting but it made me look yellow .__. and I only used my cellphone camera. Too lazy to get my canon. I wish the blush showed T--T

Then after all these cam whoring, I took a shower and erased my make up. :( I stayed in the bathroom for a long time just to do all these haha. Maybe cause I took so many pictures (¬､¬)

To end my first post on this new blog, here's a picture of me doing a Konata smile:

Hahaha! Do we look the same? If only the blush showed in the photo and I have blue hair （＞ｙ＜）and maybe this photo can be consider as a fail eye smile since I was trying to do an eye smile but my eyes are not qualified to do one.

Wow.. I didn't notice the time. It's already 2:33 AM. I still have school tomorrow, have to wake up early =o=; Oh well, see you next update! Goodnight/morning minna~ :3